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A tribe of laziness is conquering my mind at the moment. I had so much time to blog but I didn’t. Even though I have so many things to story, but I just tend to neglect it and do something else. Anyway, today is fifth of Syawal. Life is as usual as always in here. I merely had a chance to wear my “baju melayu” on the first of Syawal which celebrated on 12 of October 2007 (Friday) in here. And certainly, that gives so much attraction to the eyes of local and other people as well as I walk accross the street with my “strange costume” on that day. What disappoint me was, I haven’t got any photographs of me wearing baju melayu during Autumn season in here. Well, considering this is my first time celebrating Eid away from my beloved country and probably going to be the last time, I would love to take as many photos as I could but obviously it didn’t happen. I do have a few inside the house but that is very common. It doesn’t give any impact at all to the eyes when looking at it. Unlike when it is taken outside, with leaves on the ground, beautiful colours, different atmosphere, it really gives some sort of moment to look at it. Not saying I want to show off the photos. It just for my own collection and memory to be remembered when I go back to Malaysia. All these can’t be recorded if you aren’t there. Like this quote I found where it said “You cannot create experience. You have to go through by yourself.”

I had a very bad time in the office lately. Keep doing mistakes repeatedly. I don’t know. Perhaps I should have worked harder? I reckon it is a lot easier to do a task when you have an understanding of what you are doing. It may be complicated at certain times but, at least you know what you’re doing rather than just do it blindly. After been through couple of months here, I started to capture the pattern of workflow in my office and I guess it makes sense as I go through day by day. Anyway, I wish I could do something I love in my life. I can’t think of anything apart from photography. Would it be great if I could do photojournalism like for newspaper or magazine. If I had a chance to do it here, I am the happiest man you could ever imagine hehe. The only thing is, I’m staying too far from Central London. Is that reason acceptable? Well, the reason I said that because, normally that’s where the attraction located. Lots of activities happen day and night. Easier to get a kind of photographs you need.

Love,

Faris